Finding my Way

looking back on the last five years I think damn it’s been a journey. The various roads I could’ve taken but didn’t. Instead I am left with the path I chose. This path is winding and rough and definitely not flat. I am trapped within the confines of my own mind.thoughts,”should I have said this “ “should I have done this “,and an overwhelming feeling in the pit of my stomach, how did I get here. Though life is a gamble we are left wondering what’s behind each door we chose not to open. So now I make peace with the path I chose and learn to accept the chaos with the pain while acknowledging the glimpses of light that illuminate the joy.